Not much is happening in the studio lately. It's been a rough couple of weeks. I did cut out a new design that I'm not entirely sure will work yet and also cut out more elves or fairies. I just haven't been inspired much to work on them.
I did finally add a torso to the paper clay doll head I previously made. Fairly happy with how it turned out. Then I did the arms and legs which I think are a disaster but at this point I just want to finish the darn thing! She was supposed to have super long legs that have a knee joint but this morning I realized I forgot to put holes in the knees before they dried so I had to scrap that idea.
My perfectionism went wacko overtime on this silly thing and I just hated her! It took me a while to calm down and realize that it's o.k. that she's not perfect and what I imagined she'd be. I think once she's painted and dressed I'll be o.k. with her. I haven't sculpted since high school and I wasn't great then so it's o.k. that I'm not great now. I'm always way too hard on myself! I admire greatly the pretty clay doll makers but perhaps that's just not what I was meant to be. I know this is my first try but pretty doesn't feel right. Maybe in clay I can be an odd or weird doll maker. That title certainly feels much more comfortable to me, so I plan to explore that side and see what happens. My secret side enjoys with great abandon zombies, creepy & crawlies and crazy freaks. I also admire certain odd doll makers too.
So along those lines I've started a new head that I like very much and am excited to see where it goes. Oh and I plan to have lots to add to my etsy shop by the end of the month. "Plan" being the operative word here. ;0)
You are a natural sculptor! She looks GREAT so far! You should see what MY dolls look like before paint! YIKES!!!! It's a bit frightening. LOL!
ReplyDeleteLooks amazing so far!
ReplyDeleteJust keep sculpting, everything you said sounds like me, what are we twins LOL
ReplyDeleteI hated all my faces at first, they all looked liked alien creatures, not sweet and pretty like a love, but it takes some time to get use to working with the clay, and I'm much happier now with my work, it makes me smile and laugh, and I want to keep them all. Still struggling with joints, it is much harder than fabric, but so much easier on the hands
Big smiles
Karey
Okay, I am weird, but I like dolls that aren't so perfect, that have a little bump or two, or some strangeness to them. :)) So you are right up my alley! And you should SEE the disasters I have made, waiting for me to finish them. Once they are painted and I add all sort of insanity to them, I'm sure I will love my ugly ducklings. Maybe - hahaha! And I have forgotten on the knee thing myself - isn't it frustrating? LOL!! I hope the week gets better! xox Pam
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry to hear you are having a rough patch :(
ReplyDeleteI hope that things will turn around for you soon and just be happy shiny days for you!
XOXOX!
I agree with Pam, I don't really like "perfect" as much as I do something "unique"...
I think that both you and I are our own worst critics and sometimes that really stalls us.
I say, just go crazy and see what happens!
:) - Cindi
(I have you in my thoughts and prayers!)
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